welll another one ~ this one went alright .. cept the whole id thing .. farout ~ lols went to liquorland with my sisters id haha they were SO suss .. like they got me to sign this "proof of age" form and i was like shit .. ive never signed my sisters signature before ?? lols i was joking around like "haha you have to do this for everyone? thats gotta be annoying" and he was like "no just the people we're suspicious of fake ids" and im like * =S oh ..* seriously i was full shaking lols . anyways i signed it and the guy looks at it and hes like "ha .. they look nothing alike ??" and i was like "yeh well i can do it again if you want" and hes like "nah nah dont worry about it" so i was like aalllright lols i guess he was nice .. .. but still ~ fags

anyways smaller room less people ~ (haha i was gonna say smaller room smaller people .. ) and yeh i was wondering why greenbox people were kinda nice ~ they didnt know we had drinks ! ahaha .. so the guy walks in halfway and he sees all these drinks and he stands there for like seriousli 5 mins and then someones like "yeh wat do you want?" and he was fully like "where did all these bottles come from?"and stuff lols and then i think the boss lady came in and shes like "err .. are all you people over age?" and i was like "yeh i am" (lols the wonders that an id can do ~) and then shes like "is everyone here over age?" and im like "umm some arent .. but they arent drinking ~ ill make sure of that" and shes like "er well .. if i catch underage people drinking i can call police yada yada im a pretty big bitch" and i was like "yeh yeh" and then shes like "yeh can i hang on to your id in case something happens or whatever" and im like "sure sure" JEEZ ~~ people in this world

FAROUT ~ 16yos cant do anything in this world cept have sex ~ lolols and i dont plan on doing that anytime soon ~

so yeh ~ kinda dies down ~ everyone goes tutor or watever they have to get off to ~ umm me&peter&amelia go off to dinner after jhee ditches us ~ meet up with adam&john .. for some reason,, and go pizza hut buffet ~ sister&seo&random girl comes along LOL at pizza hut we took out the "staff discount" cards rofl ~ and the girl told us to fill em out hahahah and me&peter were like "oh .. uh ok" lols ~ of course lana gave it to me dunno how peter got his but yeh .. so it wasnt filled out at the back and it was like "Unit: ..... " and i was like " umm .. 4" lols ii dunno ~ anyways being the gaybum i am i spent a bit of time freaking out again lols peter wrote in his mobile no . or something for employee no. rofl ~ and yeh turns out the girl didnt even CHECK ~ loser girl . so yeh ~ ate a bit of pasta .. slice of pizza .. a jelly .. got a bit boring ~ THEN EVERYONE WENT TO PLAY DOTA . FAROUT ~ lols me&amelia were like ".. er... dota ... arright .. were gonna go then" lols so we went home . it was a bit boring this time .. i dunno i expected it to be better ~ but i got freaked out by all these stupid people lols made it unfun ~

anyways being the gorgeous girl she is,, mias got photos as usual =D
www.xanga.com/miaxx

anyways i was gonna type up this thing where i bagged out a certain person but i kinda felt bad ~ so i erased it all T__T

OH MY GOSH ~ i got my semi formal dress ~ =D quite very excited ~ im so lucky i didnt buy it WHEN IT WAS 180$ ~ cause like a month later MYERS BIG SALE MADE IT 120$ =D yeh so no one buy a black bubble dress thats kinda corsetty around waist from myer yeh ? =) goood

phew ~ haha me&mia are gonna nerd out tomoro .. CHATTY LIBRARYYY hahah were so lame ~ gotta go work tomoro too ~ >>=( farrrout .. too annoying lols but so pov right now ..
phew anyways a bit tired and stuff ~ gonna go copy out eco notes carone left me lolols ~ gotta love that girl ~

xoxobel

well i think drinkup was a pretty good success =)

EXCEPT EVERYONE WAS LATE . tardiness you guys ! so for like half an hour + there was like me,,janet,,jhee,,michelle,,michelle,,lana,,reema,,yisha,,frank,,louis and liek i had to call the people and be liek "uh yeh we might be like half hr hate" and then like all the grammars turned out to be downstairs dota-ing and then the bbq people farout guys ~ 1 means 1 ..

ANYWAYS umm sister was late too .. lololls ticket to alki ^^ umm then her&will got into some stupid convo about dota .. .. so rushed her off to alki store .. had to come in and out a few times cause kept having leftover moneys =D anyways ... yeh so everyone paid for k and watever and then fucking like 20 randoms came . seriously how slack are they lols people shelled out more than necessary for k seriously if the randoms paid itd only cost people like $5 or 6 maybe >=( but yeh =) it was a bit hectic inside the room =D .. the alki was gone like *snap* >=( if fucking randoms didnt come we woulda had like pretty lots to drink each .. but they did so people had about 1 or 2 maybe each .. i had a bottle in my bag but it disappeared !! =( umm throughout it i had a long talk on the fone with jana and lisa hahah finding where the place was ~lolols "its on the opposite side of world square ..ACROSS THE ROAD ... yeh yeh .. office looking building .. left glass door .. no left .... LEFT.. " yeh ummgreenbox plus is a pretty good place tho~ cept the people were full suss ~ seriously lolls it was so good how i asked for my sisters id beore she went down to get some money she wasnt gonna give it to me =___=;; and then when we were paying for k and everyone went in the guy was like "you guys are overage right" and me&janet are like yeah yeah .. hes like "can i see some id" and i showed him my sisters =___= ;; so close ~ and he was fully like "yeah everyone in there is over age right. its illegal for alcohol to be served to underage people" and were like "yeah yeah" and then hes like "this is a licenced premises .. if we catch any underage people drinking we can kick em out .." and were like "YES ~ " and then i think he obviously knew none of us were like overage lols cause hes like "yeah just keep all your friends inside the room.. dont damage the microphones.." lols ~ yeh good times tho ~
farout and then when our time was up i was gonna get another hour which meant another $128 but then i ask all the fucking randoms if theyve paid and theyre like "yeah yeah!" fucking liars. i did not get ANY money lolls ~

anyways 2 hours later umm times up and we all migrated to sydney kareoke .. lotsa people dogged us lols ~ LOTS ~ so in the end there was like ..20ish people? maybe not quite.. not sure .. anyways from like 50 or watever before i dunno .. haha the lady was nice tho =) the rooms are meant to be like $50 or something after 6pm but she let us have it for $30 =) haha "NO BYO" though .. but some random (noo idea who he was) came in with alki and some of the boys went into the bathroom to scull ~ joined em for a bit .. umm hahahha but they got caught lmaooo ~ the lady came in with their bourbon can and she full told em off in korea i think and they got kicked out  ~ hahahah full funny =) anyways a few more people dogged us .. umm pecy&co,,seo,,steven,, most of the year10s,,OH YEAH PECY CAME ! =D ,, so in the end there was like 9 people and we all went mammas kitchen to have pasta =) haha took out PETERS PORN CARDS ~~ LOLLLS ! haha hilariousss ~ me&will swapped earrings haha umm will tried to grope mich =P lmao you pervert will . ate .. umm was meant to sleepover at jhees but then decided i could probably go home .. cause my mums not home yet and stuff (sorry jhee ! for making you wait like 5 hours for me for nothing !! lols ~ so so sorry) umm yeh came home lols dad was like "how come you aint in sleepover?" dang .. i shoulda found someone to bum with me alllll night ~~~ hahahee but i aint a bad girl =D

hmm i was talking to my sister during the huge 50ish people party and she was like "i think its better if theres lesser people .." and i was thinking and im like yeh shes right .. like say we had a 20 people party instead of 50 .. everyone would pay fair share for k and have like the actual amout of alki they paid for .. and we could all get to know each other hahahah .. but yeh maybe next time smaller party T___T but i dunno .. big party is kinda fun =D anyways
i lost my heart that dangled off my fone =( how depressing is that losl my brother gave me that !

OH ! MY BROTHER GOT INTO NORTH SYDNEY BOYS YOU GUYS ~~ LOLS my smart little muffin =D hahha i seriously didnt think hed get in cause hes always on computer or SOME shit lols .. the little bludger is secretly smart !

phew anyways i still feel kinda sick =S
it sucks now cause were kinda running out of places to have drinkups lolols all the places are either suss or dont byo or like watever ~ so annoying

xoxobel
ill post up some pics later .. my dads sitting right behind me now and if he sees all these drinkup pics hes gonna be like "er .. "

edit# farout .. lols apparently i dont have enough memory or watever to post all the pics up .. (yeah like as if .. ) so theyre all on fotobucket

http://s79.photobucket.com/albums/j138/dunworibhapi/0607drinkup/

OMG . HOW RIGGED WAS THE ITALY VS AUS GAME . AUSTRALIA SHOULDA WON .

SOCCEROOS FOREVER !!

THAT WAS NOT A PENALTY !

xoxobel

well obviously everyones experiencing some huge amounts of  AUSSIE PRIDE LATELY <3 i am so getting a shirt that goes kewell at the back =D lols saw it on the news and kinda wanted one real bad =)

omg you guys ~ NATHALIE KELLEY IS COMING TO OUR SCHOOL TUES . lols good thing we saw her movie heheh. wouldnt it be funny if she came and no one knew who she was lmao . mann . .. i dun wanna be lame but i want her autograph hahah .. like how often do you get to meet someone from like a movie like fast&furious . too bad its not paul walker or vin diesel ~ but no loss =D

hahah this time newsletter had funny stuff at the back lmao top 10 .. things to do when youre bored . i was wondering why celia told us to blink like a spastic person in maths . lololls =P hahahah no. 1 is freaking hilarious .

1. Pour water in your hand, make a sneezing noise and throw the water on the back of someone's neck

lmao ~~ if someone did that to me id be like WAT THE FUCKKK ~~~~~~ lolls

hahahah i swear to god ~ every 10 seconds on tv theres something about aussie pride . or things on news saying people got arrested for having flares . and that replay of kewells golden goal . and aussies vs italians . lmao ~ so exciting yall !

before i forget ~
me&one of my specials janetilia have a beautiful new blogg <3
www.xanga.com/justalilspecial

xoxobel

if you guys wanna watch fast&furious: tokyo drift ~ prolly should skip next paragraph ~ just a few spoilers in it .. nm but some people get a bit pissy about em =/
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ohmygod. fast&furious: tokyo drift was liek the best freaking movie EVER ~~ lols i swear to god .. those cars are so hot . the jap guys in it were like ............ disappointing .. lols hahah dk had like a pancake face lols way funny . me&helen were like laughing our asses off when he was trying to be scary to sean. hahah but SO SAD when the hans guy died =( he was nice ! man ... those cars were hot ... lols i want one of those cars so badly. SO BADLY.
heehee and not to mention NSG PRIDE ,GIRLS !! nathalie kelley =) quite pretty .. a bit of an unproportioned face .. but a hawt body =P             N.S.G.P.R.I.D.E. !!
                                                need ! to ! go ! driving !

CONGRATS TO ALL THE GORGEOUS GIRLS THAT GOT PREFECT TODAY !! you girls are gonna do one awesome job with this shithouse school . lols ~ so congrats to ! :: (SO sorry if i miss anyone lols this is off the top of my head .. )

JAAANAAA
HHUUUUIIII
PETRUCHIO !!
MUGZIE ~~
SMELLY MICHELLE !
HAANNNAAA
YVONNE
&YVONNE#2
HANNAHH
KATHERINE
STELLAAA W.
CARONNNEEE !
CISSSYYY ! 
IZZY
ELIZAAAAWANG!
STEPH~
HIIENNN
COWWWWW!
 
ummm .. thats more than half of it lols ~ sorry i couldnt remember some people ! well id be lying if i said i wasnt disappointed lols but ! i rekn in the long run those people would be better than me ! lolls ~ and im not saying that to like save face or watever .. i just wanted the badge .. hahah

aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh ~~ so angry at that stupid girl . goddamit . ive already BOUGHT the stuff !! JEEZ . i even offered to buy another one FOR HER . "uh ......" JEEZ . and how weird like i was like "oh gimme your number so when i find one ill ask you or msg you if you want one" and she started giving me her home and i was like "haha i dont do home no.s" cause you know .... who calls peoples homes instead of mobile when theres a choice... ? and shes like "oh i dont do mobiles" and im like "er.... arright" dont do mobiles?? if she doesnt have one she can jsut tell me or watever . god . shes hasnt even BOUGHT her plant . and ive already BOUGHT mine and i dunno if i can exchange or refund or watever. fucken selfish mangirl. >=( hahah i think only carone&lana know who that person is . lmao )

haha studying simpsons in eng now lols ! today p5 frenney was rambling on about essay and next door we could totally hear the simpsons theme and everything . lolls

haha i was wondering why my dad wanted to switch from neighbours to something else so desperately  ~~ .. SOCCER . lols anyways prolly off to watch too ~

xoxobel

LONG WEEKEND! working all three days though .. not that big a bummer tho .. good money lols double pay monday ! and in layby too *bluuuudge*
im so fucking screwed for that othello oral lols ... all ive memorized is the first line .. and i dont even know like what readings im gonna do .. i know im doing Machevellian malcontent ?! (!?!??!??!?!) and then i was talking to this girl at work and shes like "do post colonialism .. its the easiest lols" and i was like "arright" .. but i dunno wat "post colonialism reading" is hahah ..................................

AAAAGH i was in fitting rooms like basically half the day today and i swear to god . no one in this stupid fucking worls hangs up their clothes after they try em on .. there was this asian lady who came in like 7 times and she had like 5 or 6 clothes each time and at the end shed just dump em on the table and be like "yeah i dont want any of them.. ohyeah and i left the tag inside" (like the tag that you give people when they go in to show em how many clothes they got and stuff) and im like "err.. ok" like seriously its not like the tag weighs anything .. cant she just haul her fat ass back in and bring the 2gram bloody tag back ?! and there were these 2 girls who went in and it was so obvious they were stealing or something cause they had everything bunched up and watever but its not like i coulda been like "scuse me can you just spread out your clothes so i can see youre not stealing anything" but i kinda stared at the clothes and i was like hmm .. okeydokey ..
running around all day at work .. 5 hours spent the first hour doing registers then went up to layby for another hour then spent another fucking 3 hours in fitting rooms .. swear to god .. 3 hours .. mum came and visited me tho ! ^^ exciting ..

all these new people .. like today there was one oldie and all these newbies .. lols theres this one guy whos really weird lols . he's always like so ADD like lols . like not in a bad way haha hes always got his arms up in the air and hes like "woo!" liek i dont see him very often so i dont really mind i guess lols but was walking with emma today and she was like "gosh who is that guy ,, he's getting on everyone's nerves" and i was ilke hahah ...
on the plus side fiona's a bit nicer to me now .. maybe its cause i dont see her as much now and shes gone on to torturing someone else .. hopefully

aaagh shit !! i have to find a plant for bio !! by wed .. MAN ~~ so much stuff on wed .. have to do bio presentation .. othello oral .. OH WAIT !! DONT HAVE TO DO BIO !! cause i think bio's third period and our othello oral starts at 12:30 and we dont have to be there by 1230 SO ITS ALL GOOD yayy .. .......................

hahah everyones gonna think im really lame when they read this but i watched high school musical the other day on disney channel lols . its one of those like typical disney movies but the girl sings really well even though you can fully tell her voice has been like totally changed and throughout it my mum kept saying the guy sounded like a girl (thats right .... my mum watched it too) and my brother kept saying he sounded liek that when he sung too and then he sang TT_____TT and then when i tell him to shut up hes like "im just singing!" EXACTLY.

have to ask jhee how her wonderful night went heheheh
FOUND THE PERFECT DRESS THE OTHER DAY . lana !! its the one when we went to bwood and it was the black strapless and you said itd look nice ! remember !! anyways it was so retarded cause i got this size 10 and it was like small so my mum went to get a 12 and it was HUGE . and then she went out and came back a bit later with all these dresses all size 10 and 12 (like exactly the same style) but the measurements and stuff were ALL WRONG . like some size 12s were smaller then the 10s and some 8s were the same size as the 10s .. it was all very complicated ... and i got really pissed off too cause i found one that was like seriousli perfect aroudn the waist but i had no boobs to keep it up lols .. man was i pissed hahah.. and then i found one perfect at the boobs (in other worse it was like small) and i was all revved but then my mum saw the price ($179.95) and she said it wasnt worth it .. like as if it would affect her ! IM BUYING IT ! but yeah .. my formal dress was only $150 lols .. but i really like this one it was really nice =( ill buy it eventually >=(
aagh !!  angry !! the  colesmyer discount cards dont work at  myer  anymore lols the stupid company got bought back by stupid grace bros >=( so are they gonna change it back now to grace bros ? man ... so not used to that anymore .. rekn they should just leave it as myer ..... so complicated are they gonna change back to those ugly bright red grace bros bags with the flower thing .. weeird .

cant wait to formal hahah .. =) actually cant wait to holidays .. even closer ! =D

xoxobel

phew its finally friday again .. i cant really rmemebr anything about this week lols capt for that self defense thing we had today .. lmao that was so funny .. ""eyes ! nose ! throat ! groin ! and foot !"" lols . it was good though .. haha made me think .. like imagine if one of us got raped or like sexually abused or whatever .. like some of the things he taught us was pretty useful ,, dunno if i'd actually remember it is some asshole was trying to rape me lols . well bought the book and its signed and stuff =) happy lols

IM SO PISSED . i used Schwarzkopf (??? who the hell came up with that spastic-spelled brand name) LiveColour 8 washes dye thingo right . i bought brazen blue . like on the box it says BRAZEN BLUE .. so when carone did it for me the dye came out liek a purple colour i was like "hmm .. arright .. maybe it looks purple but tis actually blue ..."  so it was all done then like 45 mins later i went to wash it off "for dramatic intense colour" WASHED IT OFF AND IT WAS LIKE FREAKING DULL PURPLE .. NOT BLUE LIKE I WANTED !! fucking gay !! swear to god i was so pissed . I WANTED BLUE HAIR,, JACKASSES !! >=( swear to god lols

cant WAIT for semi formal !!! i went with jhee the other day to go look for dress right .. i found this kinda gorgeous one like its a basque bubble dress with this ribbony thing around the bustline and it was kinda gorgeous right but im so pissed cause the sizes were all screwed up >=( 12 was like way too big and 10 was kinda perfect but too small at the boobs lols and i dont have big boobs swear to god lols . im still an A . =( so anyways that depressed me .

new staff discoutn card lols yay . looks kinda prettier than the old designs .. and i heard something about discounts at boost ?? thatd be good lols. no more discounts at myer tho ! fucking grace bros bought the damn company back lols .

fuck im on my own on sunday at layby . lols im fucking screwed i dont know how to do anythign so i have to learn like EVERYTHING tomoro cause its like my last training shift thingo . screwed . lols aggro customers too >=( good thing is i can call liek friends and stuff but i dont think i should cause theres actualyl a working camera there ... lolls . argh i hate fiona supervisor . thursday i went to check my roster and i came out and was talking to evelyn she walked past me and she like gave me a dirty .. actualy im not sure about that one .. shes just got one of those faces that seem like shes glaring even though shes just looking at something .. one of those scary asian faces .. lollls anyways roster lady put me on thursdays again in layby !!!! AAARGH !! hate it !! its more money and bla bla and shit right .. BUT I DONT WANT TO !! >=(

*sigh* anyways life is so shit lols . all about school and watever ,, got two bloody assignments lols . this stupid    othello oral in like 2 weeks . jeezuz  .. haha and its like a BIG ONE and legal .. some migration essay thing ~~ maaan ~~~~~~~~ .. i keep telling myself only like a year and a bit to go til its all over .. at the same time i dont want it to end .. who knows who im gonna keep in touch with and who im gonna lose touch with forever you know ? but then .. i cant wait for this shit of a school-year end lols

xoxobel

doesnt it feel like friday ?!?! maan ~~ school again tomoro >=(
maths common today .. ummmm could be worse i guess lols . didnt really finish . circles like every single question to "comeback to" but didnt .. obviously lols cause im special (SPECIAL3!<3) mmm ..

watched napoleon dynamite as a reward to myself lolols . to be honest kind of a let down =( it wasnt as funny as i imagined .. like .. i guess it got hyped up too much by jhee&janet lols . but it still had some little bits that were funny .. the way the brother talks .. i swear .. i just wanna like punch him in the face ..
watching kate&leopold i SWEAR the best movie like ever written <3<3 MARRY ME HUGH JACKMAN ! lolol . at the begining like you get to see meg ryan! when leopolds chasing the guy . its the first time ive seen the beginning so people might be like "DUH wat kind of retard doesn't notice that" so yeah =)

ummmmmmm work on saturday .. spending the whole shift in layby .. -___- oh well .. at least its not by myself .. which i was really scared it was gonna be .. cause i still dont even know how to work the phone yet ...

bio due monday and then legal due some week after .. =( well .. not as stressed about those as i was about maths .. actually went school early to STUDY haahahah you won't be hearing that from me for a while now ..
lolol lana drew on my hand today in texta .. and its like permanent or something so it wont come off T__T .. daaymmn ..

haha i thoroughly enjoyed free period today =) went out @ lunch with lana&jhee (them two quickly becoming my free buddies! not forgetting my special janetilia&helen&celia&co) went and had some roast duck wonton noodle soup stuff .. i seriousli stuffed myself .. felt waay full ..

i desperately wanna redecorate my room .. ARGH .. im waiting for my cousin to move out her table .. jesus christ like she moved out but she still keeps all her stuff there .. like seriousli SOME PEOPLE DONT LIKE OTHER PEOPLES STUFF IN THEIR ROOM ! it takes up actually quite a bit of space which really annoys me >=(
anyways i wanna go find more posters but i cant find any like nice ones .. plan to go and get more organised .. with year12 coming up and all lolol .

heehee got all this piano sheet music .. i havnt played piano since like year 5 or something seriouslly .. but im glad i still rememebr some stuff so i can play 8th grade songs .. it takes me a while ... hahah but i get there!!

sigh sigh sigh ~~ oops almost forgot i had bio homework .. sentence and spider keys lolol at least its not hard stuff ! better go do it .. bio is like the only class i kinda care about .. i think its cause we got kumarich and we like her =)

ARGHH seriouslly like the swipe system at our school .. i actually didnt know this but WE PAID FOR IT . and now its fucking stuffed up and we dont use it anymroe .. seriousli like $50 each student .. that is a serious rip for something we didnt even want or need and which now doesnt even fucking work . GOOD WORK YOU PEOPLE . >=( we all want our money back please thank you!

xoxobel

haha well im just trying to put off stocks prize for like as long as possible... and i found this thing on shmel's blog and it looks funny lol

How am I feeling today?
Dance Dance- Fallout Boy  yeah i FULLY feel like dancing lol

Will I get far in life?

Wisemen- James Blunt im gonna be a wise person =)

How do my friends see me?

I'm with you- Avril Lavigne

Where will I get married?

White Daisy Passing- Rocky Votolato awww ~ somewhere with daisys lol

What is my best friend's theme song?

Holiday from Real- Jack's Mannequin

What is the story of my life?

Walk Away- Kelly Clarkson  lolol

What's high school like?

Breaking Free- High School Musical soundtrack  lol "breaking free"

How can I get ahead in life?

Pump It- Black Eyed Peas

What is the best thing about me?

Insomnia- Electric President yeah i cant sleep .. and thats the best thing about me

What is today going to be like?

Photograph- Jamie Cullum  today is a photograph =)

What is in store for this weekend?

SOS (Rescue Me)- Rihanna

What song describes my parents?

Behind These Hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson  ooh mystery ;) lol

To describe my grandparents? 

California 2005- Phantom Planet  .. .... ....

How is my life going?

Waiting For You- Ben Harper

What song will they play at my funeral?

Where'd You Go- Fort Minor woww ... thats quite creepy lol

How does the world see me?

Forever Young- Youth Group  =) ! forever young

Will I have a happy life?

My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne (WOWWW! THATS SO COOL ~ lol) even though i know avril lavigne is like "so much for my happy ending" ITS THE TITLE THAT MATTERS !

What do my friends really think of me?

L.O.V.E.- Ashlee Simpson

Do people secretly lust after me?

I Want You To Want Me- Lindsay Lohan  haha ,,

How can I make myself happy?

Cry- James Blunt  yes i can make myself happy by crying

What should I do with my life?

Weight of the World- Black Rebel Motorcycle Club

Will I ever have children?

I'm With You- Avril Lavinge

What will you name them?

Everything I'm Not- The Veronicas (.. Veronica is an alrite name i guess lol)

Who will you marry?

Eye of the Tiger- Lee Harding im gonna marry a tiger . or someone like lee harding lol

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

Rock n Roll Queen- The Subways

Yep,, well that was a waste of like 10 minutes . lols .
haha didnt end up watching da vinci code since people are like "bel you havnt seen the book! the movie is gonna totally confuse you !!" and so yeah .. =( heard it was shit anyways tho ! lol what a plus =)

maths test next week .. umm thank god bio was moved to like next monday .. thats good .. haha i searched up like what uai i gotta work for to get a degree in media and communications and i gotta get 98.05 .. now i thought it was alriteish since people are like "yeah if someone works hard and get everything over 90s youd get like 99" so i was like "hmm .. so 98.05 would be a bit better yeah .." yisha says its liek all 90s cept for one in the 80s will score me a 98 . LOL YEAH EASY AS ! TT____TT it scares me to think like .. how close uni is and all that stuff . lol i went to the like "DOLLY Career Profiles" yesterday .. and what i really need to do is get work experience .. =| hmm .. but seriously in 10 years thats where i want to be . so i'm gonna work to achieve it

haha i told my mum i got like 15/20 for that english film techniques thing . she was alrite about it . she was like "do you know where you went wrong?" and im like "yeah i needed to bla bla this and bla bla that" and shes like "haha" as i was reading on pecys blog .. asian parents are really tight and most are assholes who compare their son/daughters to like einstein and still arent happy . i bet einsteins mum never made him go tutor . anyways so i kinda feel blessed that i had a mum thats like "its ok as longa s you try your hardest" when i asked her what would happen if i got a shit mark in uai shes like "well whats the worst that could happen? you get on with your life " so i was like ^^ !! but still .. to make her proud gotta work hard lol like even though theres like minimal pressure considering shes an asian parent .. i can still see disaappointment and hear it when she sees bad results lol .. my dads just pretty much a typical asian parent .. wants good results and whatnot .. but at least i know my mum stands by me =)

hmm .. going overseas in sept holidays .. after 3 years of plain aussieness =) i think what made my mum go "WERE ALL GOING OVERSEAS" is like when my brother went back last holidays my grandma cried when he was coming back and she was like "when id my daughter goign to visit me.. i'm gonna die without seeing her" and my mum was like "omygod we have to all go back no matter what" and yeah isnt that sad =( i wouldnt want my grandma to die without ever seeing her daughter =( id cry HEAPSSS for her .
oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooo i just realised . if we all go back .. WHOS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY LITTLE DOGGY  !! lolll ! =S

man ............. cold as . i cant really type properly i keep making all these gay typos .. HAHA i had the weirdest sensse of liek dejavu today this morning ..
like i got to school and sat down with like everyone and someone was like "wheres lana?" and i SERIOUSLY was like *uh oh .. was i meant to meet up with her?* cause seirously maybe it was a dream or something .. i could like rememebr lana going "hey bel ill meet you at north sydney station" and i was like "ok" so i was seriously like wondering and getting so so so damn confused ,, haha it mighta been a dream .. or for something else .. err ..

anyways too damn cold to type ( OR DO ANYTHING )
hahah im getting so fat cuz all i do is like sit here haha ^^ ! 

dont worry be happy
bel

yay theres like a few days of relaxation before next week .. which is stocks prize maths common and bio report .. not gonna be a happy chappy next week ..

haha so the most recent thing thats happened in my life .. or rather .. my brothers life .. is that hes joined tae kwon doe ! i dunno if thats how you spell it .. but yeah lols all that self defence junk .. and you know what he says .. my dads like "haha now youll be able to kill people!" and he points to me and he goes "yeah now i can kill her" and my mum hears him and she comes over and shes like *gasp!* "LOUIE . IF YOU EVER HIT YOUR SISTER , YOU WILL BE OUT OF THE HOUSE BEFORE YOU EVEN BLINK . " haHAA .. mums on myy side =D
anyways so yeah we just got back from his very first lesson and theres this lady there and shes so funny right and shes like the manager of the place or something .. anyways thats not the point .. the point is her SON .. who is a black belt and is the freaking hottest guy .. lols and so like my brothers new right so the guys like supposed to be his mentor or something ? ii dunno .. anyways so theyre kinda standing near and hes the funniest guy .. like hes not one of those guys that are like "omigosh im like a black belt stay away from me or ill kick your ass" hes like super duper nice&funny ..

ANYWAY . haha i got fully humiliated like in eco today lols . cuz i didnt know how to draw the fucking GRAPH on the board.. JEEZ . i came home and i did wat newmn told us to do and i could do it !! i could draw the fucking graphs so i guess i just cant do anything under pressure lolls . argh newmn .. shes all like "belinda youre not thinking!" and im just like "IM SORRY!" HMPH ,,

new people @ target !! heehee yayy . its so cool cuz like they come and "train" with us right . and then when theyre there all i do is like "hey you wanna try?" and theyre like "yeah alrite" and so they go on and all i do is stand there lmaoo ~ its so nice&relaxing and im like to one of my supervisors "THIS IS FUN ~~ " haha and shes like "haha and youre getting paid for it!" and im like *pause*"heeeeeey .... youre right !" haha too bad no hot ones though .. theres this blonde surfie looking guy whos kinda alrite but he turned aroudn last time and he had the most bloodshottest eyes ever .. so maybe he takes drugs or just doesnt sleep ..

haha i realise that i sound super duper like vain .. "omg hes so hot" "too bad no hot ones" and youre probably right about that one .. yes i am a fucking spastic retard ok everyone =)

xoxobel
dont worry be happy

anyways heres a random pic of my beautiful baby girl i thought i might just post up for the hell of it =)

isnt she so fcuking GORGEOUS <3

hahaha and heres a random pic of michelle from the bio excursion LOL and i just HAD TO PUT IT UP ~

LOLL =p if she ever sees this shes gonna kill me LOL but all in good fun ! we all loev you mich HAHA even though you look like THIS lmao <3